Tuesday, July 14, 2009
already gone /2:14 PM
Really. I should just quit school. With the grades I'm continually getting, I won't even qualify for a university.
I have no idea what that whole thing about the 1 mark for question 1 in the Economics paper is about, but it makes a huge difference because I WILL JUMP A GRADE. I desperately need that 1 mark. Sucks. Economics has never given me a reason to like it. I haven't passed a single test in Economics before. I don't see how I can do that in the Prelims or 'A' Levels. Honestly. Despite all the talk about going on the miracle curve. Yeah, I'm on it, but downwards.
Trust me when I say bad things hit you all at one go. I got back my Maths CT paper too. I passed, but it was just a scrape pass. Not like my father would care that half the population in school probably died pretty badly also. I would just die in his hands. Fuck. Now I really don't want to show him my CT papers. Not like I ever did wanted. He always kills me for my grades, and I know it's weird for me to say this, but yes, I agree that he has sufficient reason to kill me.
I guess the best part about today was GP CT paper, which wasn't too badly done. At least for the
comprehension because that is what we got back. It was a B, so I'm in no league to complain or anything. But anyway, it was funny to hear about this 'fight' between Sham and Daniel to get the top for GP in class. Of course, Sham the GP queen managed to retain her position, without much effort too.
I really don't know what to do now. The sight of my father would just make me even more
emo than I've already been the whole of today. I wish I could do something to make my life better, or at least my grades. I really CANNOT keep failing Economics. But I don't know what to do to NOT fail.
I need to vent. Seriously. Stabbing the plastic plate with my chopsticks didn't really help. I need to vent out somewhere else. I'm so sick of failing everything. AND THE LAST THING I WANNA HEAR IS ABOUT HOW OTHERS ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT MISSING 'A' GRADES. Come on, here I am trying to get a pass and there you are whining about how you missed your perfect grade. SCREW YOU seriously. No, FUCK YOU. Be more socially aware, would you? Just because you got an 'A' doesn't mean that everyone else in the world got an 'A'.
I need to do something about my life.
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