Thursday, July 16, 2009
these tears i shed /2:27 PM
Damn it. I just passed my GP essay. And I only managed to dig out 1 more mark from my comprehension, which doesn't make a difference in my grade. I need 2 and a half marks to jump a grade. This sucks. I hate the grading system. Just a mark or two away and you're in a whole different grade range.
But anyway, I really appreciate my GP tutor trying to help me get a few more marks when he asked for my paper to see if he could add any more additional marks. That is ONE OF THE NICEST THINGS I'VE HAD IN MY LIFE! :) Thank you... :) -touched-
Oh yes, and by the way, I BROKE MY RECORD FOR THE VOCABULARY SECTION IN THE GP COMPREHENSION! 4 upon 5! OMG so cool right? Haha. And anyway, I can't believe I got 13 upon 15 for my language! ARE YOU SERIOUS? Lol. Such a huge contrast to my GP essay anyway. Sucks.
Anyway, why in the world are the GP, Economics and Human Geography Prelims on Week 10 THIS TERM?! Ag. They are out to kill us honestly... I don't want to die anymore. Really. I've died enough to make my life 'fulfilling'.
I came across something really true yesterday in the Korean drama I was watching. Everytime I lose, I start to see the people around me even more clearly. And only then will I realize I'm not the only one fighting the battle. And I cannot handle everything myself, no matter how much I try.
I almost cried at several of the scenes coming from different Korean dramas. *sigh* I'm really sensitive these few days, mainly because of my grades I think. I cried myself to sleep 2 days back. I've done this so often that it has become a routine. I wish I don't have to do this anymore. Sometimes I really feel like giving up, but I know I can't. Sometimes I really don't believe myself, no matter how good friends will comfort you by saying everyone is good in their own aspects. Yeah, that's what I always say to my friends too when they're upset. But I never really took the advice myself. Yes, I live these ironies all the time.
On a side note, I think you should really catch 2 of the Korean dramas that I'm currently watching on KBS World channel on cable TV. They're really great and hilarious at times.
"The Accidental Couple":
"Hello, God!":
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