Wednesday, August 5, 2009
bad day /5:24 PM
Today is such a bad day for everything. There's no incentive to come to school at all, even though I know my parents would most probably kill me if I told them I wanted to skip school for a day.
Firstly, we had to do an essay for Human Geography. Right after that, I spent 1 hour waiting for my Japanese teacher to finish his consultation sessions with 2 other students before he attended to me to discuss about my Japanese coursework, which took another 1 hour. This essentially means that my whole 2-hour block of break was sacrificed. I'm glad that I was sensible enought to go down to grab a bite before going up for the consultation session. Then, we had a batch mock prelims Economics case study test after school, of which I wasn't exactly really prepared for, given the HUGE amount of workload that I had to complete over the past weeks. Especially Japanese. It's not like I had the luxury of time to really sit down and read mynotes or something, so I basically rushed through my revision yesterday night and this morning, which amounted to only about 5 hours. That's considering the fact that the whole syllabus from J1 AND J2 was tested. >.<
I guessed the only thing I was happy about was that I got 16 out of 20 for a probability-cum-hypothesis testing quiz I did about 2 weeks ago. The Economics case study paper today was actually pretty manageable, but that's if I had managed my time more wisely and had mugged up on more content which I could definitely put into my answers. At least this gives me some hope to Economics after all since this paper we did was the paper the previous batch did for 'A' Levels. Yes, for once in a blue moon, I see hope in my Economics. But this essentially means I have
alot more to go to prepare for Economics.
I think I'm more productive when I have
alot of work on my hands. I type faster, think faster and basically rush more. So I get more done too. Oh well. It's a trade-off.
AND SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO ABOUT PROM NIGHT? The initial problem was deciding whether to go or not, since paying $88 for an upgraded dinner and an elegant sit-down interaction and photo-taking session isn't exactly something that excites me. Instead it is more like a huge deterrent for me. Now, it isn't exactly about that. I'll most probably persuade my parents to let me go by promising to save up and pay for the dinner myself. But now, I have no idea which table I am going to sit at -- Street or class. Well, to be honest, I would rather sit with my class since I interact with them on a daily basis and besides, SOMEONE ELSE SITTING THERE IS A HUGE HUGE INCENTIVE. Thing is, there are already sufficient people (pending and confirmed) to make up a table of 12. I feel bad if I have to 'ditch' the Street table too since they are also lacking people to form a table. But there is an alternative for them too, which is to merge tables with another class, of which they have already found.
So I don't know... Even if I decide to go for prom and am allowed to, I don't know if I'll be able to find a table. AND I NEED TO MAKE A DECISION BY TODAY OR TOMORROW.
Agh. Why do I always have to make decisions? Today isn't exactly a good day to make decisions too.
Tell me what to do.
0streetboi zac|
