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Saturday, October 2, 2010
broken-hearted /12:54 PM
Sometimes I really have no idea why life has to be so cruel. When times get hard, all I really wish is to have someone physically by me to provide me with the support that I need, yet when I finally get what I've been longing for for 18 whole years, separation is inevitable. Fuck that.
I don't understand how it is so easy for others to move on. I'm still in the midst of recuperation and trying to stand up by myself. And my heart really aches by the day seeing how much suffering one can actually be subjected to and how unfair this world can be to those who have tried their best time and over again. My heart bleeds from not being able to rely on the support I need whenever I'm feeling down. I don't understand why time has to be a factor in deciding when support comes.
I've been crying too much thses days, yet my 'too much' just doesn't seem sufficient to ease any of the pain I'm feeling. I wish I could do the same things. I wish I could change everything, because I'll give anything for it. I wish this would be over.
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